Miie blog

2007-04-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

Rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggghsss
I feel so alone now
I feel so alone now
I feel so alone now
I feel so alone now
Sometimes i feel like life is not worth living anymore and suicidal thoughts fly in...
But so far i am not dead yet.
I feel like shutting myself into my own world and turning my heart cold to everybody, to everything especially everything that has to do with school
That would be so easy to do..to shut everybody out of my life..
Only ONE person has really made my day.
This blog has now been killed
No use blogging anymore

2007-03-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

Ahh! Finally the holidays!
What a relief...I couldnt take school any longer...
Test test and more tests...hw hw and more hw....
I was very sleep the last week and couldnt really concentrate much
Mr Rod still having mood swings...
Scolded the whole class cause he saw two people never do their bio essays...
Didnt have lesson for those two periods...
Anyways all that is history now...

Next week have to go back to school everyday for lessons...haix...
THen monday have chinese mock exam...

But first before that...I had a hard rocking birthday celebration at Hard Rock Cafe!
I am going to turn sixteen on this coming tuesday! =)
That means pool and NC-16 movies!
Had ribeye steak...Nachos...Rootbeer float...fudge sundae...salad....yea thats about it..
But real funny thing was that there were caucasian girls celebrating their friend's 16th bday too..
they were making lots of noise and were somewhat crazy..but the last part was weird..while watching snow patrol-chasing cars music video i saw one girl lying on the floor just as the man did in the music video XD
Her friends took pictures of her...hahahx

And yes i forgot one last thing...
I am real touched that a few people remembered my bday =) I just would like to say thank you to all those who remembered my birthday...esp Fiona and Yu Qing =)

I dont post much because i am lazy and not much happens..which is a good thing in a way..

I guess thats all for this post then going to prepare for my chinese mock exam...

2007-02-20T12:18:00.000+08:00

My three days of CNY

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First day (Saturday)
Watched the season final for prison break...A good show to watch...
Quite exciting and funny...cant wait for season 2 to show...
Went to my maternal's grandma's house to have reunion dinner
Not much things to do there...
So i brought along books to practice chinese...
After a while too boring also..
So no choice went and sit down in front of the television...
Only nice show was the 4D show...Almost the whole show was dreaming...
But overall with some laughs and morals it was not too bad...
Ate reunion dinner after that...food was ok bahx..
Then after that went home...Used the com for a while till about 12+ then went to sleep...

Second day (Sunday)
Since I only have my maternal grandma left...Not many people to visit...
So therefore my uncle's family came over and had lunch with us...
He adopted a baby and the baby was quite cute XD Dont know why the parents wanted to give up such a cute baby...Prob because of extreme porverty...(Baby is from Singapore)
Received a hong bao =).....food was not too bad either....Hmm for the rest of the day not much done too....
We decided to go to borders at Wheelock place as they had a 20% discount on their stuff...
I watched "the curse of the golden flower" on their tv there...
Now i know why it is such a boring show...
The royal family were killing each other...Kill here kill there...so stupid...
Only nice part was the super lot of soldiers running and fighting with the other faction of soldiers....
Walked around borders..Nothing much though and most of the time spent watching that show...So I didnt buy anything...
We went to macs and ate our dinner( or supper if you want to call it)...Took a train back at 11pm..Used the com for a while again till 12+....then went to sleep...

Third day (Monday)
Have to go again to maternal grandma's house for cny...
Brought poker cards along to play with my bros...
But when i reached there a game was going on already between my cousins, aunties and grandma...
Small amount gambling was taking place....
O wells went to join in when my aunt invited me and my bros....
Gave me and my bro $2 to start with...
Hmm I dunno whats the first game i played called... but the second game was blackjack...
Won some lost some...Money kept changing hands...
In the end nobody really won that much cause they lost some and won some too...
Won $3.60 after giving the $2 back to my aunt....
Then ate dinner there too...Food again was ok...
We sat down for a little while playing poker cards...
All the rest of the people left for the movies...
Then went home and used the com again for a while till 12...then went to sleep...

Hmm that ends my three days of CNY visiting....XD

2007-02-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

Such an eventful week....
First an attire check for four days straight...so lame...ever since the new principal took over everything's changed...
I knew there was going to be a attire check on monday but i didnt know that it would really happen..i didnt want to take a risk though so i went to cut my hair with Reginald...waited for 2+hours just to cut my hair...was super bored...
I passed everything on that day but at last...got caught for no belt...so dumb larhx...how should i know there was going to be one they never belt check before...tried to bluff by using my friend's one but never work...SL asked to produce two belts...
Belt broke in sec 3..but didnt care to buy another one....
They also never say anything about my socks then last day say my socks must be higher so dumb again...SL a lot also never conform to the rules...so unfair...
Then on Thursday another interesting thing happened...just finished english lesson then going back from the banded class to my own class...Mrs Serene Ho then suddenly popped out of 409 classroom beside ours...my shirt was out and i was trying to tuck in with one hand cause i was holding my file in the other hand...
You know what she said?..."Trying to cover with your file huh?"...I was like...so i was a little fed up and put my file on the floor and push everything into my pants like a geek and pulled out the shirt a little...then you know what she said?..."You have a thin waist..." I was really what again...
Today's Chinese New Year cosplay was super boring...sat there for two hours..then bladder full also cannot go toilet so what again....the ideas didnt have much originality man...all about nian, cai shen ye or ang pao...couldnt stand it...
Then some more the 310 and 311 beside us so irritating throwing paper at each other laughing and doing stupid stuff...then some even flew into our class...then sec ones started throwing at them then they also threw back...then finish already when they asked to clean up the place the boys in 307 go and kicked the litter into our class i was so pissed i kicked it back to them...then Mr Rodrigues came then saw it and asked them to pick it up...finally some justice...
Today also went back to primary school...not many of our batch went back though we were the second batch who graduated from the primary school...
A lot of Pei Hwa students there...got an ang pao from my P6 form teacher XD
Then two primary school friends and I went to talk to our P5 form teacher in the staff room...she was a popular teacher..endless stream of people came to see her in the staff room... There was this guy who thought he was cool..He kept doing that peace sign and said peace to her...then he was like using all the "cool" words...after a while she was asking us to save her from them..we were standing back watching her.....you know what he did?then one guy went up and said to her.."i thought you wanted to visit your relatives...youre running late"...the teacher then packed her bag and went off through the back door XD We went to compass point and ate at mos burger...she treated us and we chatted for pretty long....talked about all kinds of stuff...but one thing that i was irritated with was that the sec ones and twos this year have a rubbish attitude...they think they are so high and mighty and this was what happened during the welcome tea for shooting...

Struggling to stay afloat

2007-02-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!! I want to vent my stress out!
I am so tired, physically and mentally...
Everyday end so late then have so much hw to do...
Somebody help me...
Where are my friends?
Cant seem to click with anybody yet...

Stressed!

2007-01-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

It has only been one week since school started...
And i am stressed out already...
Must study for physics exam on 13 Of Jan....
Must finish up hol hw....
Must do sch hw...
Must start revising for 'O's...
What kind of life is this?
But well...i must do it just this once and well...Or else i will regret it...

This year is so much better than last year =)
Teachers are not too bad this year...

Bio: Mr Rodrigues
Chem: Mr Lim Boon Pin
Physcis: Mr Chan
Amaths/Emaths: Mr Alan Ang
English: Ms Rosalind Chan
Chinese: Mr Tang CC
History: Ms Annie Tan
Social Studies: Mdm Tian
Pure Geog: Mr Nicholas Wong

I <3 Air-conditioned classrooms man =) Makes me stay awake..though some people says it makes you sleep....
Banding and seating arrangement this year not too bad too....humorous people sitting close to me...can laugh and laugh and thats what i like XD

Okies i gtg already...Just want to wish everybody whos taking 'O's and 'N's Good luck! =)

Holidays

2006-12-22T13:47:00.000+08:00

The only place that i went overseas was Malaysia this holiday, two times.
The first time was with my family to sunway lagoon, KL
and the second was to Johor...

Had to take a coach to KL-so much less ex then planes
Journey took 6 hours and what better way to pass the time than to sleep?
Had a little jam on the way and arrived at the hotel one hour late...
Not much done on the first day except to visit the shopping centre beside the hotel
Ate at Jack's place for dinner
After exploring the shopping centre, I went arcading...not very much machines there...
But there was one particular game that i liked- a pirate shooting game...
Sounds lame i know but the rifle they used were so much like pistols cept they were longer...
Had to shoot targets and there would be some action from the pirates and stuff- shooting water out, turning around and etc...
Managed to get full points i think (Now thats one area that my cca pays off ) XD
Second day's breakfast was in the hotel..
Food was ok not very outstanding....Club med's one was better
sunway lagoon was next...
Rides were so much more thrilling and better than escape theme park...
Rollercoaster ride was pretty thrilling...the ups and downs...my bro who sat beside me almost vomitted....went a few more times and it was not really scary anymore...
Went for a few other fast and fun rides but didnt dare to try the 360 ones...
Went back to the shopping centre after that...
Arcading at the same place and at the same game- the pirates!
Then shopping at F.O.S... found a few pieces of nice clothing....
Had a ice-skating rink in the shopping centre..but didnt go though i wanted...
Had dinner back in the room-Mcdonald's...drank a little red bull, milk and drinks from mcdanald's
Went to the fitness centre in the hotel...much more eqiupment and more spacious than the one i go to....that was about 10pm...dont you think i am crazy going to the gym so late at night?
Next morning, same old breakfast in the hotel...didnt taste really well again...
Went to the fitness centre again for half and hour before i had to pack up and check out...
Another six hour ride home...yawn...

Second time was to Johor...with my family and mother's friend's family (you get it dont you?) XD
Went in two cars... with just enough space to spare...11 people....
Had been raining the day before we went and it was still raining when we went in...
Was destined for a bowling centre near Jusco but then....
we were caught in a traffic jam...2 1/2 hrs....yawn....
decided to turn around and go to some other towns....
Went to a shopping centre to have our lunch at four pm...XD...Japanese Soba
Explored the shopping centre...went arcading for a short while...daytona....
But it was four times cheaper than Singapore's...
Raining for the whole day...lalala...
Nothing much interesting in the shopping centre....
Went to another town and had dinner at some hawker centre...mixed vegetable rice...
Didnt taste too nice...
Still raining...
Drove to some really dark and deserted road...No lights whatsoever..just the light from some rare car passes and the two cars we were travelling in....
passed a power station on the way with a man out of his car holding an umbrella....he was waving his hand at us...thought what he wanted...
stopped suddenly halfway...there was a flood in front of us and we couldnt go through...
for the first time i noticed water gushing by the side of the road, lots of water....really scary...the thought of getting caught in a flood...
reversed and went back...this time i noticed the whole power station was flooded too...scary again...was only ten minutes away from the causeway and had to turn back....
went one big round to go to the second link...and got lost in the process....
On the way...saw a whole village in water...vehicles were buried in the flood...could only see the top..and that was really scary...saw a police boat and villagers gathering outside the flood...
When we finally got back...it was already close to 1am..how cool is that...

Well thats basically it.... for my two overseas holiday...=)

Results

2006-12-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

Yups i know you must be wondering why i didnt post for such a long time.
I was too lazy and nobody really visits my blog...
But o wells due to demands and my mood...i think i will blog now

My results for end of year were not too good...
But i improved slightly for my weaker subjects...
But the irony is i deproved for my stronger subjects...

English: B3
Chinese: C5
Amaths: C5
Emaths: C5
Biology: A2
Chemistry: A1
Physics: C5
Combined Humanities: B3
Geography: A2
L1R5 Aggregate: 16

There you see not too good huh....
Most of them were pulled down by my Midyear results..haix
I was playing during Midyear exams and the results therefore were very bad...
Still a very long way to my target of 6 for my L1R5 aggregate...
One more year left to work very hard towards my goal...
I am still thinking about the part where it was said that if the class worked together we could acheive even better results...
I just want to smile and not cry when i receive my O levels results...

Exams

2006-09-07T13:02:00.000+08:00

Ahh exams are one month away!!!!!!!!
And i havent start my revision......
And i havent finish my holiday homework after 10,000 years....
And i havent finish my bio project!!!!!!!!!
How to finish in time?!!

Wow cool movie

2006-08-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

You should go watch this movie!
All the cool cars =)** (ogling)
Nice drifting too!
Music blends in with the movie nicely too!
GO watch toky0 drift.
Still wondering when can i get a xbox 360....and a ipod nano....

Parents dont understand kids...

2006-08-09T14:50:00.000+08:00

Will parents ever understand their child?
They think you are playing all the time and not studying hard enough...
"Why are you playing all the time? Shouldn't you be studying? Shouln't you be doing your work? You will get addicted to all these games. You will not be able to control yourself."
Does all this sound familiar to you?
Haix its as if i am glued to the computer screen for 24 hours...

Finally this blog is alive again no longer rotting!

2006-08-06T18:56:00.000+08:00

My very first post after the blog started rotting! XDD
Opps so many tests coming...
Yes! I cant wait for the nov/dec holidays that are coming in two more months!
Hmm i have been wondering why are we living? What is our purpose here on Earth?
Hmm go to school come back home do homework then sleep? No life?
Everyday go to school to worry about homework?
What is love? What does it feel like to be in love?
Just whiling my time away everyday...Watching the world go by...

2006-04-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

Haix...
another day of regret...
shouldnt have made that decision....
that wrong decision....
i really regret it....
now i just made and empty promise...

2006-03-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

Some time to post now
haix...there will be ups and downs in a person's live
but can i have friends who divide the sadness?
so sad i am just failing and passing e maths =(
so upset dunno what to say about shooting...
haix live is just so complex cant it be simpler?

2006-02-20T15:17:00.000+08:00

okies now i am posting....
was a little busy with homework, tests and stuff....
so many tests this week, the next and the next next = so+xian blah +_+
just got back my chem test today...lots of careless mistakes! blah if ya wanna know the results ask on msn hees XD
o wells if anybody wants to ask anything ask on msn, if ya dunno miie email add its there on the profile page =D

2006-02-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

Wont be posting till the weekends, too many tests to study for and too many homework to do already...so sianx...

2006-02-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! So many tests next week, bout five one day one test thats madness!!!!!!!! ....so much homework!!!!!!!!!!... sian... must rush stuff like crazy already everythings crushing on me!!!!!!!!! Blahx.... +_+

2006-02-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

SO funny today sia... Ms Abey was wrapping up the lesson and was reminding us about bringing newspaper...Jian Yong: yes sir...she said: what did you say...Jian Yong: yes sir...she said: huh?...JianYong: yes sir...She said: Am i mam or sir?...Jian Yong: oo mam...she said: stay back after lesson! I was like laughing XD...then after lesson my friend was like yes sir...Mr Tang scolded us today for being late...we were like running from bio lab already...then we said that the bio lesson ended late...then he said we should bring our mt book to bio and that there is no excuse...

So tired...

2006-02-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

I am so tired today...feel like sleeping durig lessons... So many tests coming sia argh...Bio,chem,maths etc....All in two weeks...Stuff becoming so chim...everyday school end so late...Blah...

Untitled

2006-02-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

Threw Javelin for PE today =) Ran home after school to go to outram... Just changed colour of braces to green today! Wee! Then went to cp to get some books... saw a black billabong pencil case i liked!!! Nooo... some more tests coming...so sianx

So sad...

2006-01-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

I hate it! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! So sad to see him like that... Juz came back from it...He's just gone like that... I juz dunno what to say nothing to say at all...

WHY?

2006-01-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

WHY MUST IT HAPPEN???? WHEN I WAS JUST GETTING TO KNOW HIM, NOW HE IS IN HOSPITAL. ONE MOMENT LAUGHING ANOTHER MOMENT SLEEPING PEACEFULLY. LET HIM AWAKEN LORD, PLEASE HAVE MERCY. ='(

So fun!

2006-01-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

I like today man! The first two periods were PE then A maths Mr Ang told us ghost stories and we didnt have any lessons...but the celebration was a little bit boring...esp the chun zi thingy....the 5n sitting beside us were tearing up the paper into tincy weeny bits and then throwing it on the floor, taking a book they blew all the pieces to our class, i push all the pieces back they blow back so annoying...then time to go home ask us to pick up the litter then i was like errr how are we going to pick it up?....but then luckily when we go mr ang came then ask the 5n to pick it up....went back to ncps to see da teachers...mr chew so nice(form teacher for p6)...he took out basketball for us to play....then bought us drinks...he gave us each and ang pao...then we talk nonsense and laugh and laugh =)...then went to compass point with him...he treated us to mos burger!...then we talk and talk till it was like 6pm...then went to the library and blah blah blah =DD

Blah

2006-01-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really HATE today! I am going to FAIL my maths test
:'( No time to do!!!!!!!!!!! Most i am going to get is 4/12....
Then got scolded by Mr Rodrigues cause some people did not write anything on their piece of paper, we were supposed to choose three HOM related to mindset for excellence and write down how is it related and example.... Then he said we think if we think that this is a waste of time we can dont do and he just took back all the paper.... and started scolding us>:-< so little time given how you expect us to do so much ?! Then he scold and scold and scold, say that he will have a meeting with the subject teachers and put in "apropriate measures" to give us a good study environment....}: [
Then Mr Ang scold me for copying homework ~:-( just took a look from my friend's paper then copied down those steps cause no time, then say i must redo and hand it up by 2.30.......WHY must it be like that i understand what i copied its not like i copied blindly!!!!!!!!!!! I really hate today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-<

Today!

2006-01-24T17:52:00.000+08:00

Just got my first TYS(Physics)NOOOOOO...Going slow for physics zzzz...Almost fell asleep during SS zzzzz XD...Did practicals for biology(cheek cells)quite fun...Just got bad news for MT(must do presentation in front of the class starting next week)=(...Going slow for chem(doing atomic structure)zzzzzz...First lesson of english under Abey haix three years under her...Learnt fractional indices for e maths quite okay...learnt global winds for geog quite interesting...Haix so tired got cold today...